What the fuck is he telling her!
Does he love her more? Is he lying?
WHAT AM I TO HIM!
AHAHAHAHAHA HA HA HAHAHA HAHA HA HAHAHAHA!
Its fucking funny, this shit I’m in!
Why do I care? Why do I lean on what he says?
WHY CAN’T I LOVE MYSELF AND GET RID OF THIS FUCKER!!
I want you to be happy…. I just want him to be happy…
You tell someone you love them to death and your so sorry and oh how I want to be with you again….
But then make no effort to change for me…
Make no effort towards what you say to make me believe you and yet I’m suppose to trust what you say is truth?!
I’m to be slowly ignored and forgotten…
Any love we shared will be covered in dust…
And I’m left knowing how that I’ll never be good enough…
I won’t trust anyone… I can’t trust anyone!
I have him and only him in my heart…
I can’t just detach from my feelings for him…
All I can believe is that he’s lying!
Just leading me on cuz he thinks its helping me?!
if he loves me so much I should be #1!
Same goes for her! If its not me then don’t play us both!
I can’t keep smiling when i know you don’t want me. And your lying to me… its not fair!
Why can’t he prove or show me he wants to be with me?
Why have we stopped saying “love u?”
Am I suppose to include her in everything now?
Cuz she’s his little fling?!
No, it would be just as heartbreaking for her as it would be for me!
He’s stupid for even bringing her up! Ever!
I want nothing more to do with her! They betrayed me dammit! I can forgive him for all the good things he’s done for me. But he should know better!
If he can’t let her go for me, then he has let me go…
Are they together?
Is he telling her more then me?
Treating her how I’ve always wanted to be treated?
My heart grows smaller and smaller everyday…
Soon I won’t have anything left to give out…
The pain of knowing he had to seek companionship elsewhere when you gave him your all…
Its very defeating…
To be friends with her just to be apart of OUR dream!
I worked hard all this time towards our dream and I’m kicked out cuz I can’t stand to see your other woman?!
The girl you left me for?! You can’t ask that or either of us!
Its special treatment! I was here first! I have supported you all this time and you do this to me?
Did anything I have done for us mean nothing?!
All that money and time?
The opportunities I sacrificed to see everything work?!
Its not fair!!